My baby

Damnable this is funny, I am so happy right now being at home but I feel like a big piece of me is missing. I miss sleeping next to and waking up next to my babe. I miss the laughing and joking. Now I hold a pillow at night instead of him. I don't know what to do at this point but sit and be patient. I cant wait to be in his presence again.

No longer scared

I am the happiest I have been in a long time. I am with my family for the first time in almost three years. I really don't want this trip to end because it will be 6 months before I can see them again. On the bright side though, when I see them again there will be a new addition to the family. I am currently working on a blanket for my new niece or nephew that I plan to finish before I leave. While I don't want to leave I am also ready to leave because I need to get back to work so I can start saving to come home and start saving to come home for good. Yup, I am letting Cali go and coming home. Its time to move on with my life and I am actually excited about it as opposed to scared.

Last Night in Cali

Well, I leave in a few hours for home. I have to leave without saying goodbye to quite a few people. I am going to miss Rachel and my boys. I won't get to say good bye because her niece just had her baby and she is being a great auntie. I get to say goodbye to Jha'ron though. I am excited but scared, I have so much to come back to and so much to stay home for but I know I will be back. I don't know how often I will post at home but I will try. Goodbye Cali. Till next time.