Finally, a little relief

Since I got back to Atlanta I was trying to crawl out of an endless payday advance hole that I found myself to be in. Well on 2/15/2013 I will be out thank God and I refuse to crawl back in. Everything will be paid off next Friday and I will finally have extra money when I get paid so I can start paying off this apartment. I wasn’t planning on leaving my mom’s house until May and I think that it is very possible. For a while I felt like I was getting nowhere at all and not making any progress. Even though I will be kicking out quite a bit of money on the 15th, I am more than happy to do it.


I am not quite sure what is taking place in my personal life and I have come to the conclusion that I am not going to let it stress me out. Karl is a good guy, doesn’t mean that he is good for me. I honestly don’t know where we stand at and there has been a lot of back and forth on the issue and I just really don’t want to deal with the back and forth. I am ok with being single. I really can’t say that I am at this time because we he and I haven’t really talked but I can say that I am totally turned off by relationships. I was turned off when I got here and I was shocked that I ended up with Karl in the first place. I won’t call him a bad first attempt. He is attractive, about his business, kind, and an all around good guy. He has some ways that I just don’t care to talk about anymore with him or deal with from anyone. Right now, I don’t see a common ground, I am not going to bitch, complain or dog him out. He is a good guy all in all. Right now, I just want to bask in my moment of triumph.