Nothing new, just some updates

Life has been treating me pretty well here lately. I haven’t blogged anything for a while now. Nothing really major to report accept that on Monday which is the 23rd, Marcus and I find out if the other guy tested as a possible father for baby Jordan is actually the dad. If he isn’t, then the state of Oklahoma is going to pay to have Marcus tested which is a great thing because that shit is expensive lol. I still feel a lot of ways about the situation. I am not sure I am ready to be a parent but at the same time I want to be one. Not going to get my hopes up. I am just going to take it day by day. I know it has Marcus all fucked up. I can’t imagine all that he has to be feeling right now. I am very happy to say that all the debt that I was trying to get out of is officially behind me and I got my car repaired. I have one more major thing to do to my car which is to get some new tires but other than that it is all about doing well at work and saving at this point. I am trying to work as much OT as possible at this point. Its hard doing a lot of OT because I feel like I never see my baby and when I do see him, I am tired. I have to keep reminding myself that this is all for a good reason and I am not spending time with him now so that we can do whatever we want, when we want once we move to ATL. I have to admit, my car looks great. Somehow my dash got cracked while it was in their possession. They will be fixing it lol. Something not worth reporting but I will. I signed the papers for my divorce. It didn’t make me feel any kind of way accept annoyed that I had to pay $10.00 for it. Its over whoop di do, chapter closed. As it stands right now I am in a really good spot. I have a man that loves me and treats me well and I love him in return. I am excited about my future as a whole and with him. I am ready to leave California at this point, I miss my friends all ready.