The time has come

Its time for a lot of changes to come and its kind of scary.  Ill be out of debt in less than a week and be able to begin saving for the move back home.  The same day that I get out of debt I will be signing my divorce papers.  Soon, ill be leaving california behind.  I've been looking forward to this time coming for a long time now but now that its here its kind of saddening.  I must admit that my life is good now and I look forward to starting over with my man.  Things are going really well and I feel we will have a great life together.  Marcus helps subside the fear.  We got off to a great start and then things got really rough.  I will never say I agree with all of his actions but I understand where his head has been.  Marcus did some things that turned me off majorly but eventually I realized what it was that he was dealing with that I failed to see.  He loves me, I see it in his eyes, feel it in his touch, and he shows me every day and even though I wanted all of the things that he gave me, I wasn't giving all of me.  I turned into the man I am about to divorce.  Once I put stuborness aside, it was easy to put myself in his shoes because I use to wear them.  I began to treat him how he deserved and all the craziness went away and for the most part its been heaven.  I can finally say that I have a man that makes me feel like I am the one he wants to spend the rest of his life with.  A lot of people looked at him as a rebound.  In all honesty he has been what I wanted from the moment that I met him but I couldn't give him all of me because he didn't know all there is to know about me.  Now he does.  I look forward to our future and making plans. That time has come