Where I stand

I guess I reached a state of depression. I don't really know what I think right now. Yesterday I was able to make the last stage of my plan possible, meaning I got new tires on my car. It was the last big thing I was supposed to have to pay for before I could start saving for the move. It was kind of a hollow victory. I never really thought about making this trip by myself, I never really thought about doing much of anything by myself. I really look forward to leaving california behind there are just a lot of negative memories here. I don't really know what the future holds for me. I guess at the ripe old age of 28 years old I gotta figure out who I am and what I want out of life. Relationships have been such a big part of my identity, I think it's time for me to get my own.