Hard lesson, but one that was learned

I am feeling a little physically sick at the moment. My emotions are all over the place. Part of me wants to jump and holler and the other part of me wants to cry. Its official, I am leaving California. I leave on 10/28/2012 and it is so bitter sweet. I am going to miss all the people that have met here. I spent a lot of time unhappy here, but here lately, I have been happier than I have been in a long time and it didn’t require the presence of anyone. It feels good to be me, and feel like its ok to be me. Life is good and scary as hell but in the end, its my life and I am going to make the best of it. I got a raise to go with my new job, and I live in a place where the cost of living is nothing compared to here. I am stepping into the unknown again but this time, reliant on me for happiness.