I made it

I made it to Atlanta after working towards it for so long. It is seriously bitter sweet. It doesn't feel real to me yet, California still feels like home. I know that isn't the case anymore but I can't help it. It's been great being with my family, I still get a little emotional when I think about just being with them. I really think that if I made it back home more often then California wouldn't have been as bad. It's weird though, I am around family but it's like being with strangers because I have missed so much and people change. My last day in California was rough as hell. I finally accepted the fact that I am still in love with Devin and missed him. I had to see him before I left and saying goodbye to him was so hard on me. I cried so hard, behind him. It was like getting the closure that I never got when we broke up the last time. I just held on so tight. He told me he had been going through it emotionally and it was like it was when I first met him, I just wanted to make it better. Well, I have to go get ready for bed. First day of work tomorrow.