A light at the end of the tunnel

I am so sick of my current situation. Trying to do something different at this point. I finally came up with a game plan. I needed this so bad. So the countdown begins. California hasn’t been completely bad to me but its time to leave for a while. I am counting down to my departure date. It’s weird how I welcome my long drive to work and the desire to sleep the day away. I get to escape my feelings and emotions and that is what I need at this point. The days are starting to run together and the only real reminder of the countdown that I have is a widget. I think this will be the best birthday I have had in a long time this year. I don’t think I could ask for more than the gift I am about to get. Iife isn’t good right now, but right now, it doesn’t completely suck either.