Unable to post, Bah.

The computer at home has been in the shop, its been so damn busy at work that I haven't been able to right, and I thought I had finally gotten my mobile blogger working but not till just now. It's funny, when I have a lot to say I can't log in and once I've forgotten all I've had to say. I'm 3 weeks in on my not smoking, only 7 more to go till I'm off the pateches. It seems so dang far away but its not so bad because not drinking keeps me from wanting a cigarette, in all honesty, I'm ready to quit spending money on patches. Oh well, it will all come to an end soon. I did try to drink yesterday but it wasn't remotely enjoyable for one it was nasty and for 2 I sat there worrying about my calorie intake like a weirdo (yes, I know I have become weird about my weight) but I can't help it, the weight is finally coming off and I have been wanting that for so long. My last doc appointment had me down 10lbs and all of my pants too big and i'll take it all with a big kool-aid smile. magically